It really does matter how we feel about ourselves. And when ..
Added 2023-03-28 13:34:57 +0000 UTCIt really does matter how we feel about ourselves. And when I look at my naked body I just see everything that's wrong. But now, I can look back at photos from 5 years ago and wish I had that body but even back then when I looked at my naked body, all I saw was what was wrong. I was always self conscious naked or in bikini bottoms because I always felt like you could see what was in between my legs and I didn't want to attract that kind of attention. I thought it looked "inappropriate". But I remember years ago having male friends who told me I shouldn't be ashamed of it and I shouldn't hide it. But I still struggle with that. Not in my personal intimate life but every other aspect of my life. And my body just changed out of nowhere. A few things happened that traumatized my body, body and soul back in 2021 and my body has not been the same since. Last year was also a rough one but this year I am really doing my best to work hard. I know I may never get back the body I used to have and I don't want to complain because I know shyt can always get worse. But even though, I look at myself and am disappointed and frustrated by what I see, I do thank you all for telling me otherwise. That may be the one thing that gives me any sense that I still look good.
