This is from my “y0ung and scared shtless” phase. Not telli..
Added 2022-04-02 14:44:11 +0000 UTCThis is from my “y0ung and scared shtless” phase. Not telling anyone what I was doing or where I was going. Not really knowing why myself. Asking myself “do I know how to not get murd3r3d?” But something always drew me to explore myself in this way. To see more of myself than what I could in a mirror. Having outward reflections of myself started to allow me to see how many perceptions of people there really are. And if I don’t like myself in one moment or through the eyes of one, there are so many other opportunities to be seen in a different light. This was the first time I let my nipp|es be visible and the entire time my brain was on fire with anxiety. And then I remembered the wisdom of the boy who tried to get me to flash him on webcam when we were y0ung; “Boobs are no different than elbows” Wise beyond his years. And points for creativity. Didn’t do it though. But now maybe I wish I had.
