sensuality and intimacy comes in so many forms, share it with all the ones you loveš«
Iāve had a crush on @zoebytheriver ever since I met her on the internet several months ago, and itās beautiful to watch our friendship grow even deeper in personš one of my favorite forms of intimacy is being able to talk openly and vulnerably with other people, Zoe has been such a great person to engage in that with
enjoy this little voyeuristic view of us softly exploring each otherās minds and bodiesš
experiences that fill my cup up the most are the ones I get to share with people I loveš
I havenāt been in this industry for very long, but the people Iāve been able to meet have made the experience so fulfilling and worthwhileš„° I found @stephinspace and @zoebytheriver through instagram in the veryyy beginning days of my journey on onlyfans, and Iāve looked up to them ever since. theyāre both so vibrant, authentic, and full of love on the internet, and that energy burns even brighter in personāŗļø
we spent some quality time getting creative together and engaging in deep conversations while we watched the sun go down over the valleyš my heart feels so full getting to share space with incredible souls like
also wanted to give a shoutout to the unpictured @nakedbakers for not only being a wonderful person as well, but for providing a space where all kinds of other wonderful people can connectš„° I have so much love for this communityš
some real hot girl shit (no for real, itās too fuckinghot here)š„µš
been feeling like a slug all week because the weather has prevented me from doing any running (my lack of an early alarm clock in the morning doesnāt helpš), but today I finally sucked it up and just ran anyway despite it being above 90 degrees outsideš one thing about me: I go on a walk or a run every day, so I start to lose my mind a bit when I donāt get to for multiple daysš«
I couldnāt wait to jump into the lake afterward, but I figured Iād take advantage of the opportunity to show off my hot and sweaty body for youšš
I had a moment recently that Iām reflecting on and wanted to share.
I met one of my sisterās friendās the other day for the first time. he was a super nice guy, we had great banter. after sharing the details of our lives with each other, he asked me, āso what do you see yourself doing in, letās say, 5 years?ā
my answer was āI just want to be free from any kind of chains, feel happy, and travelā
while he gave me the nod of approval on the first part of my answer, he replied āthatās it? just travel?ā
I felt myself tense up a bit while the feeling of self consciousness crept in. is there something wrong with my lack of a clear plan for the future?
I think in this industry, thereās a lot more curiosity behind what āthe bigger pictureā is: am I planning to be a sex worker for the rest of my life or is this the stepping stone to some other great thing in my life?
the truth is, I really donāt know where Iāll be in 5 years. I barely know where Iāll be next monthš all I know is that above anything else, I want to be happy. and so far, I can confidently say that Iāve done a damn good job of maintaining that
while I do believe that having a direction in life is a good thing, I also believe that holding ourselves to specific expectations can lead to disappointment and resentment of ourselves. no one knows what the future holds, letās just flow and allow ourselves joy through the journeyš¦
Iām having an amazing time camping with my familyš¤ the only issue Iām facing is the lack of personal space (and the lack of WiFi, sorry for being more absent here)š
today, I finally got a very brief moment to pleasure myself and show off for youš¤Ŗ I had to wrap things up sooner than I wanted to because I heard someone walking inš«£šš but hey, one quick moment is better than nothingš¤·š»āāļø
as Iāve said before, thailand is VERY conservative when it comes to their ideas on public nudity. the last thing I ever want to do is offend someone of another culture, especially within their own country, but the exhibitionist and teaser in me canāt help but love the thrill of being right on the edgeš
itās been so nice to have a little time to lay low and relax back at my parentsā house in ohioš Iām really grateful to have a family that welcomes me back all the time and that I love to be with
but Iām heading back out on the road today!! gonna be camping in georgia for the week with all of my extended familyš¤ itās our little yearly tradition
as much as I look forward to this trip every year, the one down side is the lack of private time and personal space š gonna have to pull some sneaky side quests this week for some quality āme timeā if you know what I meanšš¤«
I finally made it to one of the cities Iāve dreamed of visiting for YEARS: Pai, Thailandš what makes Pai so special is the sacred energy cultivated here
Pai is the place to go for all things spiritual. all kinds of spiritual practices are celebrated here: yoga, reiki, sound healing, even the use of plant medicine!!! the nature here is absolutely stunning as well, you couldnāt ask for more
as someone whoās a passionate believer in the sacred power and safe practice of psychedelics, itās extremely validating to find places like this where like-minded people exist
my favorite part about using plant medicine is being able to go deeper into myself, break down my ego, and unlock secrets of the world around me. I had such a beautiful trip and was able to pull out several great lessons from itš¤ I rotated between laughter and tears of joy the whole time
Iām so grateful to have experienced such a magical city š
felt a little frisky after the gym and decided to get a little risky š«£š
being home has been awesome, but I needed to do something to add a little āØspiceāØ to my dayš¤Ŗš
Iām always horny after I work out so I usually masturbate once I get home and shower, but today I couldnāt contain myselfš full version in your messages š
after a bit of a nightmarish travel experience, Iām finally back in america!!!š„³
best part was conveniently being subjected to a phone search after being honest with the border protection officer about my job as a creatorā¦.oh honey, I was fucking FURIOUSš¤ š
anyway, now thatās over and behind me and Iām super excited to be with my familyš¤ my family means everything to me and Iām grateful to have so much quality time with them
this is the kind of place that Iāve always dreamed of staying in: a room with a bath tub overlooking a gorgeous view. and somehow I found it in this little minority village??? fucking bliss, I literally didnāt even see any other tourists here
normally Iām not a morning person, but I decided to wake up at sunrise and watch the clouds roll in over the mountains. the view was so gorgeous and the moment was so peaceful, I thought a self pleasure session was needed (find the part youāre looking for in your messages) š¤
I stayed the night in a beautiful homestay in the middle of the jungle overlooking the highest peak in thailandš the village here on top of the mountain was so small, but the people were so friendly and kind
these are the type of experiences that light my soul on fire
I canāt wait to share more with you from this tripš„°
Iām going back to america next week, so Iām ending my time on a high note by going on a motorbike trip through the mountains and into the jungleš¤
being in the city has been great, but Iām really excited to get out and be in the more remote areas of thailandšæ
this week has been a very emotional one for me. maybe itās a delayed reaction from some recent events in my personal life, maybe itās period hormones, maybe itās bothš¤·š»āāļøš but whatever it is, Iāve been feeling much heavier than I normally do
as a person whoās known to be positive and upbeat almost all the time, itās hard not to get frustrated at my own upset feelings.
but I have to remind myself that this is part of the human experience, that I am meant to feel the full spectrum of human emotions. there is beauty in every emotion from high to lowš¦
Iāve been out of the closet as pansexual for awhile now, but I love further exploring my sexuality as I get to know myself better each yearš¤ I consider the ability to love beyond the limits of gender a super power, and Iām blessed to have it
letās chat and get deeper into the details of my experience as a pansexual woman
to my dear, fellow members of the LGBTQ+ community: you are seen, you are heard, and most importantly, you are LOVEDš«¶š»š
being an exhibitionist/naturist in a country with conservative laws and culture can be difficult at times
wherever I go, I always want to uphold respect to the native people and their culture. that being said, I do still believe in the idea that we should be able to shamelessly wear our naked bodies, especially in the outdoors. being naked in nature just allows for the ability to feel so much more grounded and closer to the earth
so for now, Iām only undressing in areas where I feel Iām not at any risk of running into anyone else; just taking in the moment for me, myself, and Iš¤ the nerves of getting caught though definitely still run highš
pov: I ask you to take pics of me in the waterfall and decide to tease you š
combining silliness with sexiness is my favoriteāŗļø
I donāt like to make things so serious. itās important for me when Iām expressing my sexual energy with someone else that theyāre able to bring out, appreciate, and reciprocate my goofiness. I mean seriously, who doesnāt want to add some good laughs to their sexual pleasure?š¤Ŗ
Iām doing my best to slowly convert myself into a morning personš part of that for me is establishing some kind of little morning routine that makes me feel good when I wake up
right now, my little routine consists of getting up, stretching out my body a bit, and acknowledging my love for myself in some kind of way whether thatās just as simple as giving myself a hug or something more upscale like masturbatingš
my lesson of the day: the way you start your day sets the tone for the rest of your day. ditch the phone and show some love to yourself instead š«
